songbird6910 (songbird6910) wrote,

Confused and Disgusted

I have spent the past few weeks feeling very down, very alone, and very stressed. I guess i care too much about others, and they just seem to use me because of it.
I have one VERY dear friend who I know returns the caring. And I appreciate that alot!!!!!
I have been trying for a very long time to just worry about me, but I wasnt raised that way. I come from a big family, 5 brothers and 3 sisters, and I am the youngest. It seems they forgot what our parents instilled in them, and I seem to be the only one who tries to practice what I have been taught.

But thats not the root of what I am dealing with right now.

I live in a house with 3 other adults, and my grandson, but yet, I feel so alone. I don't get any moral support from anyone. Yet I try very hard to give them support when they need it.
Whatever happened to lending a hand, or an ear, when needed????

I don't ask for much at all. Only thing I really feel I need is moral support, and a hug now and then. But that seems to be too much trouble for the people around here.

I do everything EXPECTED of me, but yet, I feel very unappreciated.

I guess this is one of my venting posts, but I guess thats what this livejournal thing is all about.

Why are people so self centered and uncaring anymore?????

i have given all I have, and have gotten nothing in return...and it confuses me!!!!!!

Till Later,

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